;♥Unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable

Gone with the wind.

Youth Zone!
2 Compassion
Amamda
Amadea
Amelia L. Amerlin
Brice ChengHao Christabel Cher
Clement
Debbi
Gracia
Isabelle
Jacey
Jasmine
Jedidiah
Jermaine
Jolyn
Joshua
Joyce
Karen
Madeline
Mavis
Michelle
Melissa
Nathalielee
Parmish
Sarah Kim
Suruthi Joy
SuQi
WenYan
Xiao Ning
YanXiu

Playyyy

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Creditorial

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

★I have decided to move to....

http://minnywei.livejournal.com/

xoxo

Posted by Minny @ 8:30 PM

Saturday, February 13, 2010

"Through all kings of weather.

What if the sky would fall

Just as long as we're together

it doesn't matter at all"

RED RED RED. the season of food, oranges and red packet is here! :) The thing I like most about cny is that the entire family get together, for dinner and do some catching up. Relatives from all over Singapore, or even from all over the world coming together. :D

And, 4days away from the hectic school life, competing with your classmates, fighting to stay awake in class, fighing against time, trying to finish the amount of homework, desperately wanting to strike off whatever you can on your to-do list.

I am going to granny's house later, I look forward to it, and am very excited now! :D but, sadly, i cannot say that I look forward to playing with my cousins, because I dont have any cousins in Singapore. :( No, no one migrated to anywhere, it's just that my dad's side, everyone is married except my aunt but none has children. But, it's not that bad either! because, my aunt and uncle can say that I am their favourite niece! HAHAHA! (well, because they have one niece only! -.-) and, we are gonna have steamboat later!! ooooo! (L)

OH! Did I tell you that my brothers (BOTH!) look handsome in their new clothes? Especially my brother who loves to irritates me the most, JinHao. He look so handsome, and cool (HAHA!) in his new clothes, I swear! Well, part of it thanks to me huh? HAHHAA! We went shopping, and I volunteered to be his designer for that day! :D Well, I dont always say this, even if I do, it's once in a blue moon... " NOW I KNOW WHY HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND ALREADY!" :D

HI MINWEI. :)

I see MinWei in that picture! :P

Chinese New year, I think I forgot something that is romantic, sweet, loving, and filled with hugs and kisses (xoxo) :D Tmr is Valentines Day. How awesome can my valentines' day be then to spend it with a bunch of awesome people from the same church? :D haha. :)

I am going to tell my dear and awesome friends how much I love them! :D Friends that are so unique and special in my life, friends who helped me to be who I am, and where I am now. I am sure, without their help, their encouragement I wouldnt be as happy as I am now. :D

I dont have to have a valentine to enjoy a valentines right? Look around me, the wonderful people who have given me so much love already. :) what more can I ask for? I have God's unfailing love, my family's unconditional love, my friends' willingly-given love.. What else is that I am lacking? Nothing. absolutely nothing. :) No, I dont think I need a boyfriend now, so that my life is complete! I am happy with what I have now.

the first month of 2010 has been pretty bumpy, busy, hectic, tiring and FUN! :D Issues after issues, complications after complications, misunderstandings after misunderstandings. But, I have enjoy the first month of the year. Going out with my awesome friends, study dates with CCHER, just spending time with them is nothing but fun fun fun! :D

okiedokie, I got to go. AHMA! HERE I COME!

HAHAHAHHAHA!!

enjoy your new year and valentines people. :)

xoxo

Posted by Minny @ 11:12 AM

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Hello. :)

A quick post, how pathetic is that? -.- I have been a busy busy busy school girl, rushing from one place to another, trying to find ways and means to attend all activities that I have decided to be committed to. But, everything, well almost everything is clashing. And, it sucks to the max.

Okay, I am not here to complain. Haha, :) but, imma happy girl today! :D for… no particular reason. So, this will be a short shorty post, I will just summarize everything into ten points :

I know I am totally going to flunk my Math paper! T.T
Camp planning was fun today! :) Lots of laughter! (psst, I got a successor!)
It's my twinny's birthday tmr! <3
It's valentine's soooon! :) (I am looking forward to seeing my sunflower!)
Imma feeling really happy!
Imma gonna learn to love my tuition teacher! T.T
Imma accomplished something that I never thought I would! :P
English paper, done
Math paper, (oh don't talk about it!)
SS, geography, Phys, Chem, Cheena, POA and amath(O.O) I am going to conquer it!

I love God, my family, and friends.

xoxo

Posted by Minny @ 10:25 PM

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Hello awesome awesome great people! :)

Do expect a dead blog till my common tests are over! -.- I need to muggggg! and, I need to do camp stuffies too! so so so so so, I will not blog as much as do. :) But, I will try to come and update so that you guys will not come in and say " aiya! dead again! MINWEI UPDATE!" hahaha :)

oh right! I am thinking of changing back to livejournal again! -.- I am being fickle minded once again. or maybe I should try out wordpress? Or onsugar. :) or tumblr?

heh:)

I am going on a study date with Christabel Cher tmr! I am excited for it! :D Because, besides draining our brains with math sums, we will SURE be having a heart-to-heart talk! :D I love it when I go on study dates with her! :D

oh! and, I am going to make my blog post as clourful as possible! :P

alrighty, I need to and muggggg..

toodles awesome!

xoxo

Posted by Minny @ 9:30 PM

Friday, February 5, 2010

★Once bitten, twice shy

The LORD is my strength and my song; he has become my salvation.He is my God, and I will praise him,my father’s God, and I will exalt him.Exodus 15:2

Had PD today. today isnt a very good day, i must say. -.- at the end of the day, almost everyone from the PD (girls' brigade) team asked me if I was alright. I dont know why but, when I am sad people can see it right away, but when other people are sad, i just cant see it through. Well, some I can.

So yeah, i think I better go off before everything starts to come out again. -.-

failed POA AGAIN! -.- by half mark, how pathetic is that? and, I stayed up till 2am to mug for it! :( and, I only got a 8 over 15 for amath! and, yes! I stayed up till 2am too!

haiz, I need to buck up! :( it's sooo damn competive.

All you needed to overcome your fears is the touch of God and to feel God’s love for you. :)

till then,

xoxo

Posted by Minny @ 10:38 PM

Thursday, February 4, 2010

HIHIHIHIHIHIHIHI! :D

IMMA HAPPY PILL! :D

gupgupgupgupgup! *jumps aroung like a small lil girl* :D

xoxo

Labels: :D

Posted by Minny @ 9:44 PM

★Jesus, You are my Prince Charming

It's 1am of the 4th of feb. It's not very nice to spend time with my dear POA notebook, textbook, pencil, eraser and my music. Not at this unearthly time.

My eyes are crying for rest. hehe:) But, my heart cant let it go rest without (at least) reading through what is going to be tested. Yes, this is what I hate about what I am becoming -.- Not doing things when they are suppose to be done, then when it's 9pm, I start mugging and rushing, and staying up.

Imma having amath and POA test tmr, and it's just a class test, i wonder why do I make it like as if it's some mid-year or EOY -.- Well, blame it on the enviroment I am i now... My class.. poof! People spend 1hour of their recess talking, laughing, screaming, running, playing. the people in my class spend 15mins doing that, and the rest of the 45mins, they go back you class and muggggggggggggggg. :(

I need to catch up with them! ==

oh,and, talking about this, i am thinking about today's chapel service's message. Do A1s really matters alot? Why do I question God when I get disappointed with what I got back after putting in alot of effort? Why do I try to reach other people's expectations? Is this what I am living for? Does education means EVERYTHING?

What if I were to leave this world tmr, will all the A1s or F9s matters?

So, I have think through it. And, this is my conclusion: Yes, I will definitely continue to work hard, I work hard only because I want to obey my parents, and only because it's ajob of a student. And, I will and will only do it for God. I am not going to care about the expectations and pressure people put on me anymore. :) Earthly things does not matters to me ANYMORE. I am not going to care about what people say about me. As long as I am living for God, doing the will of His, nothing else matters. Because, when you put everything unto God's hand, everything will automatically fall into place. :D

I am going to offer my life to Him, letting him take control :) So, yeahhh. I am going to study hard, so as to make my prince charming proud of me! :)

this isnt going to be easy, but I am going to change! ;)

xoxo sweets

Labels: because of you

Posted by Minny @ 12:51 AM

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

★The Dreamers, the Lovers, and Me

hey awesome! :)

Life hasnt been smooth sailing for the past month. And weird and not so nice way to start a brand new year huh? I have tons of questions, but no answers! :( I have frustrations, sadness, anger, (hatred?), anxieties, but I dont know who to tell. -.- How pathetic is that? VERY! -.-

Tests, homework, tests, lessons, teachers STARING at you -.- School has been tiring, super! Sometimes I wonder why is there such a BIG difference from sec2 and sec3, like, it's just a year apart. Really. Comparing the amount of homework and tests you have now and sec2, it's like POOF! Suddenly everything starts to fall from the sky. Sadly, it's not stars that fall down beautifully, but homework and tests, falling down to make our dear life miserable! -.-

okay, MinWei shall stop complaining, or I will make it sound as if my life sucks so much -.- NO! my life does not suck! Not when I am renewed by God! :D

xoxo

Posted by Minny @ 9:48 PM

Stop pretending! omg! -.-

You say that he is a jerk, what about you!

ASS! _l_

You might as well just delete everything you typed out! They are nothing but lies.

LIAR LIAR, PANTS ON FIRE!

xoxo

Posted by Minny @ 9:36 PM

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

I feel happy today. :) So, I decided to post pictures of people that never fail to make me smile, laugh (until my tears starts to flow and till my tummy aches) and, I love them to the max! :D and, of course random pictures. :D

I love my twinny! haha :D that's Jermaine Lim! :)
I love my best guy friend! :D
I love my new best friend, CCHER
I love my best friends, Joy, Leandra and Jasmine
I love my friends. (L)
I love my family.
I love my boots (because I am polishing it now..)
I love love love love love love IMPACT!
I love my school
I love my class ( sooon)
I love love love love love love (x10000000000) God! :D
xoxo

Labels: Lord I lift your name on high

Posted by Minny @ 9:41 PM

Monday, February 1, 2010

★In Christ Alone

In Christ alone will I glory

Though I could pride myself

In battles won

For I've been blessed beyond measure

And by His strength alone, I overcome

Oh, I could stop and count successes

Like diamonds in my hands

But these trophies could not equal

To the grace, by which I stand

In Christ alone I place my trust

And find my glory

In the power of the cross

In every victory

Let it be said of me

My source of strength

My source of hope

Is Christ alone

In Christ alone will I glory

For only by His grace I am redeemed

And only His tender mercy

Could reach beyond my weakness

To my need Now I seek no greater honor

Than just to know Him more

And to count my gains but losses

And to the glory of my Lord

In Christ alone I place my trust

And find my glory In the power of the cross

In every victory

Let it be said of me

My source of strength

My source of hope

Is Christ alone

I am addicted to this song now! :D oh, and "Who am I" :) Clement says that I have grown in my faith! hahah :D I dont know why, but I like it when people say I've grown. :) It's like, someone who is older than you that has been holding your hand and walking with you until they know you can go on your own, and they will say to you "You've grown!" hahah :D

I am grateful to God, in many many ways. today, I shall thank Him for all the problems He has given me. okay, i know you people will be giving me the HELLO?! You are thanking God for all the problems?

but, yeah! I am thanking God for allllll the problems. Because it was through them that God strengthen me! :) I was crushed, but I was picked up by God time and time again. :) Imma gonna live for God alone. Many things happened recently, I have learn that not everyone can be trusted, and even those people whom you think can be trusted, can really be trusted either...

So, what's there to talk about? it's has been a tough and bumpy first month of a new year, but nevertheless, God has always been there, ready to lend me his listening ear, a shoulder to cry on, and his hand for me to find my support. :D

Problems, problems.. they are things in life that will never stop. And, so what? Because, I have a God who promises to be here, right beside for me, no matter what happens. :D and,that is all it matters! ♥ People come and go, people make promises and break them, but now I can be assure that God loves me, He cares for me, and never will he forsake me. :D

With that, I am ready to face any challenges! Bring it on! :) Because... My source of strength, my source of hope, is Christ alone. ♥

you can experience this love, this strength too... If only you open the door of your heart to Jesus Christ. "I am the way, the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me" :D

God loves you!

xoxo

Labels: in every battle won

Posted by Minny @ 11:17 PM

WHY DO I HAVE TO STRUGGLE WITH PMS?? :(
xoxo

Posted by Minny @ 9:25 PM

Have You ever been so lost?

The problem with finding yourself is that you have to know who you want to be. I think. Or maybe you know all along who you want to be, but you just don’t know how to get there. Or maybe you’ve always known who you want to be, but then you start believing the world’s greatest lie: At a certain point in our lives we lose control of what’s happening to us and our lives become controlled by fate

Posted by Minny @ 12:17 AM

Sunday, January 31, 2010

maybe I should just stop thinking about everything...
and, get on with my revision! :(
xoxo

Posted by Minny @ 10:37 PM

"All of your hugs makes me feel free
From all the drama and trouble that life brings my way
If i would have one wish and one wish only
I wish for this love to be here to stay"
-J
xoxo

Posted by Minny @ 10:01 PM

OHMYGOSH.

MY THIGHS AND ARMS HURT LIKE CRRRAAZYY! :(
I cant walk properly, dont even think about running! I cant even walk down the stairs properly, dont even think about walking up!

yes, today... Gracia was my "walking stick" hahahaha! :D She supported me when I needed to get up from the chair, and up and down the stairs. :D Thanks babe! :D

Mommy thinks I am worst than an old lady now. :(
there's geography test tmr, and I havent start studying. I think I need to camp over my study table tonight till 3am.
BABYY! ARE THERE STARS TONIGHT?
IS THE MOON BRIGHT ENOUGH?
I dont know why, but if I need to stay up to mug, I want the stars and the moon to be high up in the sky! -.-
xoxo

Posted by Minny @ 9:17 PM

Saturday, January 30, 2010

BOOOOM!

SHINEEEEEEE!! :D

THEY ARE HERE IN SINGAPORE!

LIKE, HELLO! HERE IN SINGAPORE, IN THIS SMALL LIL RED DOT! OMGGGGG!! :D

xoxo

Labels: LOVEZXZXZXZXZX

Posted by Minny @ 10:42 PM

“There’s no problem too big, God cannot solve it.
There’s no mountain too tall, He cannot move it
There’s not storm too dark, God cannot calm it
There’s not sorrow too deep, He cannot soothe it”
--

Hey lovely-awesome-honeypies! :D

How have you guys been doing?
I am going to have 3 lists today! :)

First one:
No more fund raising! No more staying back till 6:30pm to seel cupcakes! No more rejections! No more feeling like a beggar! No more dragging yourself up to the 3rd floor! No more. No more. No more. No more! :D
*cheers!*

Second one:
Geography test
POA class test
Social Studies remedial
PD trainings on Wednesdays, Fridays and Saturdays
Common Test – first paper on the 8th of feb
Camp committee meetingzxzxzxzxzx!
-look at the mention again-
(now… sigh with moi!)

Third one:
“Can you hear the sound of revival?”
“Can you imagine people kneeling and worshipping God?”
“Can you see people loving each other?”
“can you see every knee bowing, and every tongue confessing?!!”
:D

Well, I can!!! :D
I am so happy on Thursday that many people are standing up and coming together to pray for the school, singing praises (and, who cares if you are singing out of tune?!) to God! :D hahahah, whee:) I know God is going to work in my school! I know God is going to turn my school upside down, insideout! One day, some day… you will walk into PHS, seeing people sitting in groups, praying for each other, praying for our school, the teachers, the aunties and uncles, the nation and the world! I am so excited for that very day! ARE YOU? :D
IMPACT! ♥

Now… all about my beautiful (NOT) plus tiring( YES!) Saturday.
9am, runnnnn! Fall in :D
We had games, because the sec ones joined us for the first time. I made some new sec one peepos. :) ummm, *in the progess of recalling their names* Hsiang Ling, Emileen, Chen Rui and SiYuan. Haaaaaaaaaaa! Not bad uh? :P Yeap, we played nice and awesome games, and DISGUSTING games, and the culprits are Joy and Jasmine. They soaked my hand into a vege-filled0soyasauce pail! Ewwwwww. Inclusice oof tissues paper, chilli sauce and leaves. Yes, I can see the disgusted look on your face. :P Joy and Jasmine, do you feel guilty for torturing ME? :P
Yeapyeap, and the winner of the entire game is… drum roll please:D GROUP ONE! My group!! haha XD

Well, I didn’t expect us to win, AT ALL. Like, I can’t really remember doinh anything that gives us such high points. ROFL! :D Devotion rocks ttm! We sang “Who am I” by Casting Crwons. Imma in love with that song! We sang that song for chapel service, and it was through that song that God spoke to me. Then, Friday, I had some holy talk with Leandra :) we talked about God working in our lifes, and whil talking, the song “ Who am I” coincidently played!
“… not because of who I am, but because of what you’ve done, not because of what I’ve done, but because of who you are. I am yours…”
:D

Then, I went to pick up my darling boots. Polished boots, I had 3 people feeding me. Haha, leandra, joy and suqi :D
So, uhhuh... PD training till 4pm. Exhausted ttm! When we were done with it, my legs went jelly welly. My thighs were awfully painful! :( Difficulty walking? DUH?! Stay back till 530pm for linner (lunch + dinner) then, trained with Joy! It has been ages since I trained home with her alone! We talked about Indian workers and people not being nice that they didn’t want to give up their seats for leg-aching people who are just standing right in front of them. hahahhaXD
Oh, CCHER! Get well soon! I wanna see you in school, I bet your best guy friend wants to! :P
So yeah! END!

My book, geography especially is begging me to go and shower them my love! :P
PSSST, JOY! Do you still come here for entertainment? :)

haha, I found this in my folder! :D I think it's cuteee! :P

xoxo

Labels: actually...

Posted by Minny @ 9:54 PM

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

this is what boring lessons drove us into!

The creation of Isabelle, YeeTat and Lionel! :D

xoxo

Posted by Minny @ 9:36 PM

YEE TAT, how to qns 2?

YEE TAT, scan in for me the answer to POA notes!!

YEE TAT, scan in the math questions, my book in school!

YEE TAT, shit, how to do math??!!

whoaaa, i think vegetarian can become my elder brother liao!! -.-

I am having amath test tmr, and I dont even know how to do a single shit. I am in deeeeeep shit! I dont wanna flunk my first amath! :(

i already flunk my POA lahh! zzz. today, I gave up within the first 15mins. But, trying to be positive, I know I wouldnt get lesser than 5, but more than 10? hahahhaha! -.-

xoxo

Posted by Minny @ 8:44 PM

“Do you know why when people break wind, it smells?”
“Why?”
“Because it’s for those people to know who didn’t hear the farting sound to know that someone farted!”
-.-
Haha, yes. Leandra shared with me another lame joke of hers!

Posted by Minny @ 7:55 PM

Sunday, January 24, 2010

HEY THERE HONEYPIES!

ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR COMMON TESTS, PEOLE! Specially to the 4E5N, since theirs will be starting faster than sec1-3,4N.

But, in any way.. ALL THE BEST! :D Mug hard people, though it's only common test! :D

I wouldnt be blogging that much, I need to make myself happy by winning YeeTat! So, I need to mug, while he just need to read, and sleep in class. -.- that's the thing i hate! ugh. but yeah, after the results of CT, when you see me so happy, highing and screaming, you know YeeTat lost to me!

HAHAHHA!

xoxo

Labels: bloppp

Posted by Minny @ 7:22 PM

say hi to the bangs-is-back-MinWei. :D

Yeap! After much thinking and deciding on whether or not to leave my fringe or have it cut to bangs, I decided then, that I miss my bangs pretty much. So, uhhuh! It's back. :D But, my hair is so short now, I am not use to it, and I dont like it either. I want it to be looooooong.

yess! first picture shows : AM/MA

the second picture shows SC(C) and EL.

I looked at my timetable just now, and, when I see these three lessons, I shouted : DAMNIT!

Because I know it's not going to be good day tmr.

But, somehow I look forward to school! :) I think only because I look forward to seeing my awesome friends! And, somehow my awesome-but-quiet-yet-competitive class. :) 3B1 kinna of rocks though! :)

Nuuuuuuuuuuu. I feel happy now! :)

MY BEST GUY FRIEND ROCK! SO DOES CHRISTABEL'S BEST GUY FRIEND!!! hahha, just a random note! :)

To my best guy friend:

All the best for your common test yo! :D

xoxo

Labels: i smile again and again

Posted by Minny @ 7:02 PM

Friday, January 22, 2010

Hello honeypies! :)

I have decided to post a proper post. Okay, as you can see from the previous posts, my days hasn't been very good. But, all is well now. :D Well, at least I think it is. Because, I choose to forgive *ahem*. :) Yeap, I rather let my forgiveness overcome my hurt! Plus, it's so much easier in that way. So that, everyone will have peace huh? hahaha XD

School... has been tiring, I think you see this in almost every sec 3's blog! Or at least, the people that I know? haha XD But, yeap sec3 life is no joke. But, I am grateful for the my class, even though it's so freaking quiet and competitive! :D I am starting to love my class. :D Especially, the person who I use to sit next to. :D ISABELLE CHIN! oh, and JACEYEKOHISH and JOLYN CHENG too! :D Thank you for being there for me when my world trembled down. Isabelle, thanks for giving me your biggest hug! (L)

and, HOW CAN I LEAVE JOY, LEANDRA, CHRISTABEL CHER AND JASMINE OUT? haha, they have been therrrreeeee, really really there, lending me their shoulders, hugging me, listening to me, accompanying me, laughing at me, scolding me, nagging at me, screaming with me. Thank you, all 4 of you! :D

so yeahhhhhhhh, next week, will be full of class tests, and ther after common test is starting. Imma gonna study triple hard and beat TAN YEE TAT! ha! :P and, also I dont want to see disappointed faces. :) Imma gonna start mugging! :) but, I am fearing at the same time! 2nd IC for ChaoYang camp, I somehow regret it now. And, we still have to plan the camp (in details) throughout week 5,6,7,8. :'(

Well, I know God is gonna strengthen meeee! :D

So, I shall end my post with a flying kiss to all who are reading! :D

xoxo

Labels: the decision has been made

Posted by Minny @ 8:20 PM

１。题目：一边……一边……
小朋友写：他一边脱衣服，一边穿裤子。
老师批语：他到底是要脱还是要穿啊？

２。题目：其中
小朋友写：我的其中一只左脚受伤了。
老师批语：你是蜈蚣吗？

３。题目：陆陆续续
小朋友写：下班了，爸爸陆陆续续的回家了。
老师批语：你到底有几个爸爸呀？

４。题目：难过
小朋友写：我家门前有条水沟很难过。
老师批语：老师更难过。

５。题目：又又
小朋友写：我的妈妈又矮又高又胖又瘦。
老师批语；你的妈妈是变形金钢吗？

６。题目：你看
小朋友写：你看什么看！没看过啊
老师批语：没看过

７。题目：欣欣向荣
小朋友写：欣欣向荣荣告白。
老师批语：连续剧不要看太多了！

８。题目：好吃
小朋友写：好吃个屁。
老师批语：有些东西是不能吃的。

９。题目：天真
小朋友写：今天真热。
老师批语：你真天真。

１０。题目：果然
小朋友写：昨天我吃水果，然后喝凉水。
老师批语：是词组，不能分开的。

１１。题目：先……再……，例题：先吃饭，再冼澡。
小朋友写：先生，再见！
老师批语：想像力超过了地球人的智慧。

１２。题目：况且
小朋友写：一列火车经过，况且况且况且况且况且况
老师批语：我死了算了
xoxo

Posted by Minny @ 8:08 PM

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

1) As you can see in my previous post, nothing is going well
2) My day suck
3) Two blows in a row
4) I still cant face ittt!
5) I dont want to go to school anymore
6) I reach home at 6pm every single day except Thursday! I am sick of it!
7) I dont like pedophiles! (Amadea does not like them too!)
8) I feel that I am too whiney!
9) I need God nowww!
10) Add math is driving me crazzy!

xoxo

Posted by Minny @ 9:36 PM

the things you say are all obvious now. I get your mesage, my dear. I got it! There are so many changes, I don't like it at all. I am feeling the same way you are feeling too, but I dont gossip about it. I keep them to myself, I tell only one person, and, I dont really raise it unless needed to. but, here you are... bleeblahing about me?

I really regarded you as my best friend! but, I didnt expect you, as my best friend to be bleeblahing behind my back to someone so close to me as well! Today, when she told me, I felt so betrayed, I feel as if I was stabbed in the back. I was really zombiefied by what she told me! Two blows in a row? All I did when she called me was, closed my eyes and open it again, to make me think that they were all nightmares! Reality sucks, ttm! This sentence is so emo, but it hurts so much.

And, all this is an absolute misunderstanding!
Am I being too sensitive?
xoxo

Labels: Let it be a nightmare

Posted by Minny @ 9:07 PM

Monday, January 18, 2010

Omg! Stop it lah okay? this is annoying! There is a limit to everything, hello? You have your limits, you said it so! I do have my limits too! And, btw, I have feelings too! I am sensitive to all these, do you know that? No you don’t, because I it’s the environment I am in that I can safe keep all my feelings. Good or bad, I had them hidden beneath, you can’t see it. And, this post is not directly ‘dedicated’ to anyone. I just need to get all this out of my chest, and that’s the very reason why we have blogs right?

You have made so many promises, but did you ever fulfill any one of them? Yeah, people are so right. “promises are just words unless they are fulfilled.” This sounds so emo, but I am extremely hurt by all that you did. People change, I change, you change. I love you, because you are my friend, and I accept the whole you, even when you change. But, seriously, the change in you is hurting me, this hurt that I am feeling, I want to tell them all to you, but I just don’t know how to express them in words. Do you know how hard is it to bear this type of hurt when I am with you? When you only come to me when you are in need, i love to help you, whenever you need a listening ear, but…

There are so much that I want to say, but I shall not go on anymore. I don’t want to make it so obvious, my only reason, I don’t want you to get hurt, I don’t want to add another burden. I know you have been through a lot lately, so yeah… I will stop here.

God, take all of this. I know you will never give me anything too big that i cannot handle, but I need a break, i really need one. Or, I am sure I would snap anytime. God, take all my burdens, i lay them dowwwwwwwwwwn at your feet! :( Take it allll. I surrender, Lord.

xoxo

Labels: *SCREAMSSS*

Posted by Minny @ 8:51 PM

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Thank you for being there for me! :D

xoxo

Posted by Minny @ 8:57 PM

Damn! Ugh, CHRISTABEL CHER! I am telling you, I need to talk to you IMMEDIATELY! I am about to explodeeeee! :( I cannot stand sec3 life! :( Why is it so hectic? And, on top of that, nothing, yes absolutely nothing is going according to how I think it would go! :( I feel so damn pathetic. Tmr is week 3, and that means class tests are starting! I totally hate the new time table system! They might as well just have the same type of time table every week lah! What is this new system thing? School fashion?! -.- the teachers can’t even finish their syllabus and starts talking about tests already. And, I just cannot get Add math!!! :( DAMNNNN!

Ugh, I guess there’s absolutely no pint for me to complain here, because I can go on and on and on about how unhappy and stressful I am now. Plus, this is just the 3 week of school, and I am only in secondary 3!-.-

Sometimes I just wish I could stop where I am now, and do the things I want to do, chase after my dreams or even, just take a break completely! But then again, I look at my class, I look at my new year’s resolutions, I look at my dreams, I look at the JC I want to go to, the course I want to take, my future, I know I can’t stop and take a break, because this is what life is all about, running and running the race well, for who? Only for my Lord and Saviour. And after all, life is a race, you gotta keep running if you want to win!

xoxo

Labels: When I see your name on my caller ID

Posted by Minny @ 8:49 PM

Saturday, January 16, 2010

CHRISTABEL CHER

You’ll be fine. :) I know, you will be.
Nobody says it is going to be easy, but… it’s not going to be, easy either! Haha, because, it’s HARD! Really hard! :) I don’t know what to say to help you, to comfort you, but I can only assure you that I am just a phone call away! :) Well, even if I didn’t pick up the call when you call my mobile, you know my house phone! And, it’s 24/7! :D

Posted by Minny @ 10:44 PM

Memories will always remain as memories. :) Joy told me something that I agree with. Because, all that happens, God has a reason for it, and He knows what is best for me.

I was reading my 4th journal of my secondary school days. And, it’s the much updated one. So yeah, all that happened was bought back. Even my time spent with you. It’s suppose to kinna of be something bad, it’s suppose to be catergorised under ‘bad memories’. But, I chose to put it under “good memories”. The times I spent with you, everything that we did (even though it wasn’t much), the things we talked about, and even the silence we bore. but, whenever I think of them, I secretly smile to myself! :D [ I know I will got some eyes rolling, haha CCHER, Joy.]

There must be a reason why our paths crossed, and a reason why our paths were separated. I kinna regretted the decision, but I know it was the right decision.

Have I got over it? Bot really. Okay, I haven’t got over it, not a tiny weeny bit. But, I am on my way to recovery! :D Amadea said: It’s not going to be easy, but God will help you.”
GOD WILL HELP YOU
xoxo

Labels: it's because of who You are, yeah

Posted by Minny @ 10:35 PM

Thursday, January 14, 2010

HELLO PEOPLE!

I just felt like saying hello to all of you! :D
Things has been good! EXCEPT all the pressures I am receiving. :) Just a lil updates. oh, and btw. I wouldnt be updating as much anymore. :) But, please do come, still. I will have random posts and picturess! :D

I needa study, yknow! Look at my class-.- Even Joy says it's quieter and more hardworking than a triple science class! -.- So, off to Additional Math, people. (it's totally killing me!)

Till then,
xoxo

Labels: booooooom

Posted by Minny @ 6:47 PM

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Oh mannnn.. this is absolute craziness! :(

I am so tired, drained and exhausted! I know they are all the same, but I am really tired!

Mom, Dad. I would love to be the daughter you want me to be, scoring straight As, excel in whatever I do, in piano and academic especially. But, really. They are not my forte. They aren't my strength. I would love to be able to play my pieces fluently now, saying that I am taking exam in March. But, just look at my schedule, look at the piles of homework, the revisions. You know, I can't afford to not revise for the day, or I will lose out completely! You know that. And, by the time I reach home each day, 6pm. Earliest : 3:30pm. Because, I got tuition at 4pm. I am tired, completely. And, it's only the starting of the year! And, I am only in Sec3! I cannot imagine life when I am in sec4! :(

&, look at my class, Dad. Just the way how you want it to be, competitive! People who are smart, people who got hold of whatever the teacher is saying right away! But, as for me? I am slow, you know that! I have to sit down and stare at the topic for hours then, I will finally understand! It's not easy for me either. You have a high position in the company, I wanna be like you, top in the class. Reaching your expectations, not wanting to see the disappointed look. Neither do I want to see Mommy shaking her head when she sees my report card, neither do I want to hear her nags at me, whenever she says I mess up my priorities! GB!, do you think I have a choice for not turing up for whatever sudden meetings? With ___ around, look at her bossy attitude! I can't. I do not have a choice. I wish I could always come home straight from school, to rest and then start practising piano. Not to hear you nag at me, now that my exam is just two months away.

I am drained. God, I need your strength.. Guide me, take control of my life, it's getting out of hand. I know You will always help me, quiding me and never forsaking me. So Lord, I cry and reachhh out to you now, fill me with the energy that I need to do whatever needs to be done for the day. Or God, maybe you could stop time, and I will keeeeeep practising my pieces till they are PERFECT!

STRENGTHEN ME!
xoxo

Labels: In you alone I find strength

Posted by Minny @ 6:15 PM

Monday, January 11, 2010

Omg! Today rocks to the max! school was awesome, only because mommy had this new rule of sleeping at 8.30pm. -.- but, I am still not asleep yet. I have homework to do. :) okayokay, school rock today. :D No more Monday blues :)

Alrighty, I spent my entire afternoon with awesome people by the name of CHRISTBEL CHER, SURUTHI JOY, LEANDRA AND JASMINE KOH! :D they are allllll awesome people! We had lunch in Northpoint, subway :-) and, we were screaming about the Girls’ Generation and DBSK! Hahaa :D this is what CCHER and Jasmine koh did to me :) then, went to the library and mugged. :) I was so happy, cos I have never studied or for this case, finish up my homework when my best friends are with me! :) okay, alot of embarrassing things happened to me, and since it concerns me, I dont wish to blog about it. :) Cos, I will even be more embarrass! So, if you guys are reallllly curious, go find Joy's Leandra's or CCHER's blog. :) If they blogged about today, that's your lucky day! :D

Joy and Leandra homed at 600pm. I stayed till 7pm to talk with CCHER. haha, 1 hour date! :)

I love dates with CCHER! :) I can really talk about anything and everything to her. Even the most retarded thing that can happen to me! :) Sosososo, I ammmmm so looking forward to the kbox session after common test with you! (L)

"Nothing is impossible with God"
I am going to trust and leave my life unto his hands.
I am going to let him take control.
Because, I realise that when I try to take things on my own, my life can get really screwed, like how it is now! :(
SOOOO.. I surrender, and let God take control instead! :D
xoxo

Labels: yesterday to day the same

Posted by Minny @ 8:22 PM

Sunday, January 10, 2010

HEY MOM!
HANG ON OKAY?!
DONT WORRY, JUST HANG ON FOR 3 MORE YEARS, AND I WILL BE OUT OF THE HOUSE. JUST HANG ON, 3 MORE YEARS, IT WOULDN'T KILL YOU!

SHUDDUP, BITCH!
xoxo

Posted by Minny @ 8:02 PM

it's so hard.

damn!

God, I need your strength now! People keep telling me that you are bigger than allll my problems. I know that. I know that! But, why cant I freaking leave everything to your hands? DAMNNNNNNNNNNNN! :(

Have you moved on?

Eyeing on a different one already?

I feeeeel so helpless. All I am wishing now is that things never happened, so things wouldnt be the way they are now..

SCREWEEEED!

xoxo

Labels: I need your strength

Posted by Minny @ 5:59 PM

Thursday, January 7, 2010

BOOOKIIIIE!

Sec3 is no joke mannn! ><

School, study, boring lessons, trying to stay awake, strict teachers, getting GB stuffs done, meeting people up, rushing home for tuition, rushing homework, late night revision and finally... time with God. I always like how my day ends, whether it is tiring or not, I always like to end the day praying and reeading God's word, remembering His promises to us. :)

yeahhhh... sec3 is awfully disgusting! :( Maybe someday I shall be the Minister of Education! no! Prime minister and stop all the suffering students are facing, okay. not stop. But lighten their burdens! :)

Okay, as you can see.. I have nothing much to blog about. Okay, like i say.. I will not have anymore happening things to talk about anymore, saying that i am in 3B1. :(
Tomorrow, I am gonna spend the whole afternoon with awesome peepos from the Girls' Brigade of 5th Company of Presbyterian High School! hahaha :D awesome! :)

I MISS JOY!
I MISS SURUTHI JOY! Both the same person, BTW! haha XD She is toooo busy. Council took away my study date, and not only that, council tire my study date ttm! :( I feel so tired and stress for her! Poor Joy. okay Joy, when I see you again, I shall give you my bigggggest hug! :) I miss talking and ~~gossiping~~ and talking to youuu! Hurry break camp!!!

Oh and Gracia, I know you will be reading every two weeks. haha.
okay, about what happened, it's alright.
I have been there, i know how it feels! I have been ... THERE! RIGHT THERE! that very spot! I know how does it feels like to feel betrayed, cheated and ughhh! you know! It's alright okay? You'll be fine. You'll get over it, I know that you are strong. That's why I never worry about my BFF getting emo and stuff! Because I know my BFF is awesomely and amazingly strong! :D So, baby.. stay strong and remember, I am just a phone call away! :) see you on sunday! loves!

CHRISTABEL CHER! YOU ARE SMART! haha XD you know what i mean :)
xoxo

Posted by Minny @ 9:40 PM

“the second star to the right shines in the nigh for you to tell you that the dreams you plan, really can come true.” – Peter pan

( this post is just for me to say all that I need to say. So, do not make wild guesses because, haha it's very low profile! So, dont bother yeah? :D)

Dearest Dairy,

I must say that towards the end of 2009 and even now has been pretty challenging. Like Joy says “like a roller coaster ride”. I have been on many roller coaster rides. Life is pretty much like the roller coaster rides. Fast paced, ups and downs, full of surprise, screaming moments, heart dropping into your stomach moments, laughing moments. That even through your ride, you trust that you wouldn’t drop off or something. It’s just like life! As I go in life, or let’s say after living 14 years on this earth, God has been protecting me all along, assuring and taking my hand… telling me to trust in Him, wholeheartedly. Even through my down moments, He has been there, even when I feel that He is so silent, He was there.

I am just running out of words to describe how great God has been in my life! Because, He is just tooooooooooo awesome for me to describe how much he has worked in my life!

About what happened recently, it still affects me (pretty much). At times I would just vanish into my own world and think about what could happened if things didn’t happened. And, even how things would be if I didn’t met you. Even as I go through that, I am extremely grateful for Joy, CCher and Leandra, oh! Gracia and Hannah for being there to hear me out, and see me cry (pssst.. Leandra) and to give me their biggest hug! Friends are really something I can’t stop thanking God for! :D

Okay, it was a big step! Exactly like how I took that step from the high elements in YZ camp. But, with God’s strength and his courage, (and, Amadea and Gladys, thank you! :D) I finally took that humungous step! It wasn’t easy, I shall not lie, it was painful, I shall not hide my feelings… but, at least I know it’s better for the long run. I don’t know how long am I going to be zombiefied, but I know God’s hand will touch and heal my wound.

I have made a promise to God and I am going to fulfill it. :D the rest of the apple is reserved! :)this… is my story. It has ended here, with 2 ____, and I am really putting an exclamation to end it! :)

Written with love,
MinnyWei:D
xoxo

Labels: a happy ending :)

Posted by Minny @ 9:36 PM

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

I CANT
I CANT
I CANT
I NEED TO STOP IT!
I NEED TO STOP IT!
I NEED TO STOP IT!

WHEN THE SAINTS GO MARCHING IN, I FEEL LIKE PUNCHING YOUR FACE!
nah, i am not violent!
xoxo

Posted by Minny @ 9:50 PM

OI PEOPLE!
SHINEE IS COMING TO SINGAPORE!!!
I WANNA GO TO THE AIRPORT WITH JOY! OMG!!! I AM GOING THERE TO SEEE THEMMMMM! :D ♥
xoxo

Labels: loveee

Posted by Minny @ 7:02 PM

Can you see?

Amadea's status is : Because Jesus loves you infinitely more than anybody can. :)

Awesome huh? :D I told you I have a GREAT mentor! haha :D She mentored me today, and it was awesome. Yeah, that's the only word I can think of besides great. haha :D I finally decided to step up. To make that step. :) I feel happy, contended even though...

Alright, it's the second day of school. and, if people were to ask me how's has my first two days of school been, I can only reply them in one word : HORRENDOUS! Sec3 life is sooooo tiring! Homeworks, teachers who are so strict, boring lessons. damnnn. But, I guess there isn't any use complaining, I have to just get use to it, and start mugging really hard!

Let me tell you how horrifying my teachers are :

Math - Mr Tan Lip Seng

Physics - Mr sherman See

Chemistry - Mr Toh Wei Seng

English - Ms Tang Geok Huey

Chinese - Ms Wong Ho Yan

POA - Ms Chee Bee Seok

PE - Mr Sim Han Quan

Social Studies and CF - Mr Sem Kai Peng

Geography - My Julian Lau.

I might as well faint huh? :( I have been asking God that I wouldn't suffer so much in my class.

One, it's already sooooo quiet! You can sleep without any disturbance

Two, the teachers (mostly) are boring... e.g: Mr Tan Lip Seng, today he was just doing plainly on admin stuffs, I was already sleepy. -.-

Three, their expectations are whoooooooooooooooo! Sky high, baby!

okay, I know I should stop complaining. :) Alright, other than that, my life is AWESOME! :D Especially with my awesome and GREAT friends by my side! ♥ :D

I am soooooooo looking forward to study dates with Joy and Leandra! ♥ ahhhh! :D I miss Joy! (shhhhhh!)

okayokay, off to homework! :D

xoxo

Labels: God will make a way when there seems to be no way

Posted by Minny @ 6:33 PM

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that you move on, and tresasure all the memories.

I DON'T WANT TO GO TO 3B1!! :(

I MISS 2COMPASSION!

xoxo

Labels: see ya in school

Posted by Minny @ 6:00 PM

Saturday, January 2, 2010

I feel like going there someday! :D I have nothing much to blog about, just feel like flooding my blog with wonderful pictures! :D School is starting soon! I am not looking forward to it, not a tiny weeny bit! It’s funny how I use to look forward to school when I was in primary school, and now… I dread school to the max! I am just praying really hard that the teachers wouldn’t give me hell this year.

And, I am scared… for this year. Like, the class, the people in it, it’s going to be competitive, and those teachers teaching my class does not make it any better. And, the timetable sucks to the very max! is it still homeroom system or classroom? Mannnnnn…

Oh, btw… I got a new BFF! haha, I know Gracia is going to scream at me.. But, look who is it! :P

do you know why with your dad inside?

xoxo

Posted by Minny @ 6:17 PM